Sunday, April 20, 2008
Friday, April 18, 2008
My good friend Krista and I have had the pleasure of shooting fashion recently.
We made a smart move and made friends with designers in the Apparel Merchandising major and we blessed to find someone with amazing clothes and even better models.
These don't even scratch the surface. However we did shoot light free, just a couple of reflectors, friends and God's Light.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
More from New Orleans.
My mood hasn't been much to improve on.
Legacy is a funny thing.
It's a strange thing when you don't live up to everything you expected.
I remember being wide-eyed and fresh.
Now I'm washed out and tired.
I feel like I haven't lived towards the dreams I set for myself and that's perhaps why I've been so disappointed.
I know I'm worn and this semester hasn't been fulfilling but I keep asking myself if that's an excuse.
Maybe I'm just making more and more excuses.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
I'm usually not one for words here, but today, this week, has been an exception.
I'm feeling low. Down and out and useless. A consolation prize of photographers.
My trip to New Orleans made me rethink things. Where I should be and what I should be doing.
I hardly picked up my camera and only made the same frames over and over again.
Bottom line is still unknown.
I don't know what's left or right anymore, what's up or down.
I feel like I haven't improved and I'm only making excuses.
I hear the whispers and I know their true. I haven't lived up to anything but chance.
I feel like its only luck and I'm slowly running out.